Tuesday, September 23, 2008

It's that time of year again....

It's Ramadan again.

I have fond memories during Ramadan. I think everyone has one memorable Ramadan moment in their lifetime. In fact, to be honest, I think everybody deserves one.

I mean, think of it. It doesnt come by often. Ramadan only comes once a year. And it's the Holy Month. You need something to make you remember how meanigful Ramadan is. You have to feel it. Ramadan, to me, is that special.

I used to dislike Ramadan. Not because of the fasting (I love fasting), but because the fact that after Ramadan, is Syawal. And to me, Syawal is the most painful month to live in, because it was suppose to be a happy month. You're suppose to enjoy yourself. You're suppose to embrace the joys and wonders of Aidilfitri.

Well, at that time, without my dad, who had just passed away, Aidilfitri meant nothing to me. No happiness, no joy..nothing. I hated the fact that I have to put on this smile, when deep inside, I was dying. Dying for some more time with my dad.

So I never celebrated Aidilfitri for quite some time. I never bought new clothes, new shoes, nothing. Once, I even wore a raggedy old T-shirt that says "Belia Bagan Datoh" with my sarong to perform the Aidilfitri prayers. I was so anti-celebration back then. I could not wait for Aidilfitri to end.


But that was then. Things change. People change. And so do I. Happy Aidilfitri everybody.

5 comments:

Kembang Semangkok said...

Selamat Hari Raya =)

Ibrahim Bin Abdullah said...

Selamat Hari Raya Slamet. Semoga hidup dilimpahi rahmat-Nya.

kasih tak sampai said...

selamat hari raya sahabat..
maaf zahir batin..
mak aku kata, dia rindu kat ko..bleh?

pamina said...

selamat hari raya pak met!

pamina said...

i hope it isnt too late to wish u selamat hari raya.